Track 8 of the album The Pier Is Shut Till Easter · 2025
She Never Looked Down at the Crowd
“I sat in the third row of the village hall with a soft, folded programme. She never once looked down at the crowd, and I was so proud.”
singer-songwriter · village-hall folk · tender singer-songwriter · 3:43
Lyrics
I sat in the third row of the village hall With a folded programme gone soft in my hand My daughter stood up with her violin shaking And I did not know how to stand She'd practised in the attic for a year With a towel on the strings so we wouldn't hear I'd pretended not to notice, every evening And now the whole room was leaning near She never looked down at the crowd She looked at the far window, clear And I found that my eyes had gone misty For a pride I could barely keep here No speech, no flowers, no clapping Just the sound of a girl being brave And a father in the third row of chairs With more love than he knows how to say Afterward she found me by the tea urn Smiling, as if it were nothing at all I said, "Well, that was lovely," like a fool And she hugged me, and I let the small words fall Some things are said in the quiet In a hand that holds a hand Some things are said in the dark of a car On the road, where we both understand She never looked down at the crowd She looked at the far window, clear And I found that my eyes had gone misty For a pride I could barely keep here No speech, no flowers, no clapping Just the sound of a girl being brave And a father in the third row of chairs With more love than he knows how to say More love than he knows how to say More love than he knows how to say