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Track 4 of the EP Nine Time Zones Away · 2011

Before I Open the Door

by Seraphina Aldous

“Everything happens in the second before a door opens. I wanted the piano to hold its breath with her.”

art song · art song · minimalist piano · 4:07

Lyrics

My hand is on the handle
The hallway holds its breath
A minute left of before
And then the after, the rest

I hear the kettle singing
Somewhere beyond the wall
Every choice I've carried
Waits quiet in the hall

Before I open the door
Let me hold this moment still
All the paths I might have chosen
Soft as light across the sill
Before I open the door
Let me know that I am ready
Not because I'm certain
But because my heart is steady

The brass is cool and gentle
The grain of wood is warm
I think of who I'll be
When I step out of the storm

Before I open the door
Let me hold this moment still
All the paths I might have chosen
Soft as light across the sill
Before I open the door
Let me know that I am ready
Not because I'm certain
But because my heart is steady

One breath, one breath
The silver edge of morning
One breath, one breath
The turning without warning

Before I open the door
I have held this moment still
All the paths I might have chosen
Rest beside me, soft and still
Now I open the door
And the light comes in so gently
Not because I'm certain
But because I chose it, wholly

Before I open the door
Now I open the door