Track 9 of the album Four Lines on the Back of a Postcard · 2021
The Ticket I Kept in My Glove
“A ticket I kept for a boat I never boarded. It stays hushed because some regrets should stay in the glove box.”
neoclassical · neoclassical · nocturne · 4:17
Lyrics
A ticket folded small inside my glove For a morning boat that I have never boarded The harbour hums beneath a pewter sky And I stand on the quay with one more minute The gulls are circling over rope and rust The ferryman is waiting by the gangway I count the years I told myself, not yet And hold the paper, soft as an old letter One minute, and the water turns to gold One minute, and I choose the open sea The ticket in my glove is growing warm It's asking who I mean to be Let the old life wave from the shore Let the new one fill the sail One minute, and the rope falls free And I'm done with waiting for the gale The bell rings once across the sleeping bay The first mist lifts like curtains at the opera I step toward the plank and the light Both feet are shaking and both feet are certain One minute, and the water turns to gold One minute, and I choose the open sea The ticket in my glove is growing warm It's asking who I mean to be Let the old life wave from the shore Let the new one fill the sail One minute, and the rope falls free And I'm done with waiting for the gale No one is watching, no one is calling Just the tide and the engine's low hum The only voice that ever mattered Is the one that says I'm going, I've come One minute, and the water turned to gold One minute, and I chose the open sea The ticket in my glove is warm with hope And that is who I mean to be The old life waves from the shore The new one fills the sail The rope fell free, I'm on my way And I'm done with waiting for the gale Hold the ticket Step aboard