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Cover of One Minute Before I Knock

Track 5 of the album Kitchen Table Hymnal · 2022

One Minute Before I Knock

by Josie Marlowe

“I stood on your porch with my hat gone soft in my hands and a whole speech I forgot. It is one minute I will never lose.”

americana · porch-step americana · hopeful folk · 4:08

Lyrics

I'm standing on your porch step
With my hat gone soft in my hands
Sixty seconds to the doorbell
And a whole life of second plans
The porch light's burning yellow
Moths are circling in the glow
I rehearsed it all the way here
Now there's not one word I know

One minute before I knock
The whole world holds its breath
One minute before I knock
Between the sorry and the rest
If the door swings wide, I'll stay
If it stays shut, I'll understand
But I'm not walking off this porch
With my hat still in my hand

There's a radio on in the kitchen
Somebody's humming low
I could turn around and leave now
No one would ever know
But I drove four hundred miles
On a tank of nerve and rain
And a man don't cross that distance
Just to turn and drive again

One minute before I knock
The whole world holds its breath
One minute before I knock
Between the sorry and the rest
If the door swings wide, I'll stay
If it stays shut, I'll understand
But I'm not walking off this porch
With my hat still in my hand

Clock on the dashboard's ticking
Crickets keep the time
Every brave thing I ever did
Started with a shaky line
Breathe in, breathe out
Lift your hand and try
The light was left on for somebody
And maybe it's for I

One minute before I knock
The whole world holds its breath
One minute before I knock
Between the sorry and the rest
If the door swings wide, I'll stay
If it stays shut, I'll understand
But I'm not walking off this porch
With my hat still in my hand

Three soft knocks
And the porch light hums
Footsteps in the hall
Here she comes