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Cover of Vending Machine Coffee at Four A.M.

Track 5 of the album Second Wind Motel · 2012

Vending Machine Coffee at Four A.M.

by Dusty Calloway

“Plastic chairs, bad coffee and somebody worth sitting across from. It's the closest thing to a love song I trust.”

rock ballad · rock ballad · truck-stop romance · 4:23

Lyrics

Fluorescent hum and a clock on the wall
Plastic chairs in a empty hall
Forty years married, I never learned
How to sit still while your hand's not in mine

The vending machine takes my last two bills
Coffee tastes like a cardboard hill
A nurse smiles soft and says, "Not long now"
I don't know what that means, but I nod anyhow

So I'll hold on, I'll hold on, till the morning comes
Till the doors swing wide and they say you're done
I'll be right here in this plastic chair
Loving you out loud in the waiting there
Hold on, hold on, I'm still here

I wrote you a song on a paper cup
Same three chords from when we were young
The sky outside goes from black to blue
And every minute's a prayer for you

So I'll hold on, I'll hold on, till the morning comes
Till the doors swing wide and they say you're done
I'll be right here in this plastic chair
Loving you out loud in the waiting there
Hold on, hold on, I'm still here

If the light comes in through the window glass
Let it fall on your face and let this pass
I never asked for a lot of things
Just you, and the sound of the morning

A door swings wide and she says my name
Says you're asking if I stayed
I wipe my face on my flannel sleeve
Some mornings, love, you get to keep

So I held on, I held on, and the morning came
The doors swung wide and she said your name
Now I'm right here by your hospital bed
Loving you out loud in the words unsaid
Hold on, hold on, I'm still here

I'm still here
I'm still here