Track 5 of the album Off Season · 2025
Proud of Me in Private
by Veda Monroe
“Nobody clapped when I got that key. I wrote this for everyone who does the big things alone.”
r&b · gospel-tinged soul · acoustic soul · 3:43
Lyrics
Nobody saw me pay the final bill Nobody clapped when I got that key I sat on the floor of my empty room And smiled at what I've come to be No photo posted, no big announcement Just tea on the stove and my shoes by the door A little voice in my chest saying Girl, you've never done this before And I don't need a crowd tonight Just the lamp and the quiet light Proud of me in private Soft little smile in the dark Proud of me in private Nobody needs to see the spark I did it slow, I did it right Holding my own hand tonight Proud of me in private Late-night bus and I'm humming low Counting all the miles I had to go Used to chase the claps and the city lights Now I'm learning that the quiet's alright My mama called, I said I'm fine She said, baby, I can hear it in your mind That calm, that steady, that gentle glow Some things are better when they're yours to know And I don't need a crowd tonight Just the lamp and the quiet light Proud of me in private Soft little smile in the dark Proud of me in private Nobody needs to see the spark I did it slow, I did it right Holding my own hand tonight Proud of me in private No spotlight, no stage Just a woman turning a page Every small step counts the same When you say your own name Proud of me in private Soft little smile in the dark Proud of me in private Nobody needs to see the spark I did it slow, I did it right Holding my own hand tonight Proud of me in private Proud of me in private Soft and low, goodnight