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Cover of The Apology I Sang at Last Call

Track 6 of the album Paper Moon Rent · 2011

The Apology I Sang at Last Call

by Ruby Delacroix

“The hardest song I've sung at the end of a night, and I sang it at the end of a night. Some apologies only work when the glasses are shining and the room is empty.”

jazz ballad · torch song · barroom ballad · 3:40

Lyrics

The bar is nearly empty
The glasses shine like stars
There's a chair I kept for someone
Near the old piano bars
Thirty years I sang for strangers
And I never sang for you
Tonight I'll say it softly
Like a song, and mean it true

I'm sorry, my old friend
For the years I let go by
I'm sorry, my old friend
For the quiet and the why
If you hear me, if you're listening
At the end of this last call
I'm sorry, my old friend
Sorry, after all

I was busy with the spotlight
You were waiting in the rain
I was chasing every applause
You were calling down the lane
Now the room is dim and gentle
And the last notes drift away
All I want is your forgiveness
At the closing of the day

I'm sorry, my old friend
For the years I let go by
I'm sorry, my old friend
For the quiet and the why
If you hear me, if you're listening
At the end of this last call
I'm sorry, my old friend
Sorry, after all

Then the door swung slowly open
And a shadow filled the frame
And a voice said, you were forgiven
Long before you said my name

I'm sorry, my old friend
For the years I let go by
I'm sorry, my old friend
But you're here, and so am I
Pour a last one for the evening
Let the piano softly fall
I'm sorry, my old friend
And you've forgiven all

Sorry, my old friend
Forgiven, after all